Cirstal year
The crystal year It’s that time of year again when I sit down and write my annual reflections. Usually, I’d post them on Facebook, but I deleted my account years ago. So, bear with me, my imaginary friends. This year has been a rollercoaster of emotions. A six-year cycle is coming to an end, and with it, all the stability I had. I’ve seen doubts creeping up, challenges looming, and trees made of fear. But the sky still feels blue. One of the best things about this year is that I finally healed. It’s not about growing up, it’s about finding the root cause of my bad habits and understanding how I manipulated people. I realized how I used guilt and shame to control others, both in passive and aggressive ways. It’s tough to see how you hurt people when you’re blinded by your own scars. I walked through my years, carrying a sword of guilt, hatred, and resentment. I pushed tears into people and had explosive tantrums because I was hurt and angry. But understanding that my behav...